Just a story

on March 17 2007 Fred & Kari had a bouncing baby boy. They were over the moon with so much gooey love. Each moment was such joy and wonderment. Fred spend hours on a baby website posting mundane sillyness like each poop baby maddy had or posting a photo of almost each sleeping pose or just describing what each day was like. Kari was adjusting to her changing self in many ways but still in awe at the tiny miracle that needed her so. They were both tired, overwhelmed at times, but so very much in love with him.

A few year went by, and Fred & Kari found out that they could not have any more children.

The tears, anguish and heart wrenching pain was deverstating...

They clung to Maddy with a quiet piercing desperation.

Together but to each, the silence was lonely & deafening.

Happy B-Day Internet!

Apparently April 7 1969 was the birth of the Internet.

RFI1 I think was the first seed. Many debates on the actual day but definite this was the year.

What a fabulous year!

bad day

i would like to be a man today and forever.
yes that would be good.
not the best solution, but there isn't a better model out there yet.
this female thing is a great illusion and our delusion.
the alien that made this counter part should be fired.
it's like windows vista...it sucks.

an english breakfast

ambrey and i made our version of the english breakfast i so loved in london, england.

Yum!

blind faith

i am head over heels for my lovely John Fluevogs! the soles are inscribed:

"blind faith - you need it to see where you are going."

so perfectly fitting for me in my present stand:)

i will run with it!

Simplify

My word & mandra for this year is to simplify. I'm finding it more difficult than I thought... It seems that life nowadays is filled with a billion ways to cluther. One can only avoid temptation to a certain degree. So I am very slowly walking up a downward escalator. I still have lots of will and energy left so things are still hopeful:)
I have just finished a very interesting book by Margaret Atwood called Payback - debt & the shadow side of wealth. It explores the 'psychology' & 'history' of debt in a very intriging way. From mythology to religion to literature to the structure of human society, psychic & vengence.
"debt-is built into the human imgination and is one of it's dynamic metaphors".

It seems more than a manmade structure but instead a shared even animal instinct.

Read it. It's quite fascinating.

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