non sense

observing...judging...

sometimes closely related, but again a matter of opinion and for myself, all based on the intentions.

there was someone today, that i felt incredible compassion for. some would call it feeling sorry for, but the latter description does not describe the great wanting to do something, the overwhelming urge that was so physically felt, that i had to stand up. i don't really know this person and if intuition serves me well, i didn't think that my intent would be understood. pride is a detrimental trait sometimes, and sometimes a survival tool. i didn't know, so i let it be. i wonder sometimes...

i had a wonderful dinner with a like minded soul. its incredible the endorphins that runs through you, such a natural high, when you are enjoying the company and conversation. well, the wine helped too:)

i am intrigue by kindness. this actually fascinates me. i know, its quite strange. i'm not sure if i can quite explain, but this act can make the hardest, meanest persons do very out of character things...very powerful ...very impressing...

sometimes personalities just engage me, i feel like a child observing, processing, learning and just wanting to see more. if i poke you will you cry? how about you? why are you laughing? why are you offended? can't you take a joke? how come he can but not her? are women too sensitive? oh, not ... why? if i tell you to f-off, why are you grinning? when he tells you to, why..oh black eye...hummmm...grin! ok, i'm getting sleepy...i think...

and think...and think....

smile!