echoes and shadows

instinct tells me things, i hear but i don't listen. i don't think i quite understand. the imprints of emotion do not translate very well into language. i find i stumble quite often through such thick and familiar terrain but just not quite comprehending.

i wonder if i will ever be sustained in the present. i'm just not sure what i'm searching for. but i am searching and it just doesn't seem tangible or real. but the feeling is great and the urge is undeniable. so what is it, it is there somewhere deep in the trenches of my unknowing.

i cry, i hurt, i laugh, i bliss, and its there, the presence.

until i find it, the restlessness echoes and the shadows follow.

'zip trekking'

everyone should try it. its exhilarating. you basically ride on a group of five 'ziplines' which span over i think 1/2 a mile. the experience is about 3 hours long. (waiting was a major part though) the oldest person who's braved it was 88 years old! the oldest person who's braved it doing the zip upside down was 75!

fun guided tour, through our 'rain forest', apparently it's the next 'stag/stagette' fad at whistler.

yes i was brave, yes i zipped upside down, give me a medal and all but really i'm just crazy. besides, it was really quite safe. have a
look.

blue moon

a blue moon is the 2nd full moon in a calendar month. one of the definitions anyways.

mp3 blogging

mp3 blogging according to the morning news is the
latest trend on music sharing. its interesting to see the revolution, evolution and re-invention to the blogging scene.

butterflies and trees

when i was young, i loved climbing trees. I loved watching butterflies. as i got older i used to doodle trees and butterflies in class. one day, i forgot all about them.

today is the first time i remembered again.

i find it disheartening how human nature forgets...or out grows innocent pleasures.

sometimes we need to forget, but sometimes we should remember.

is anything sustainable?

there should be a 'refresh' key.

we all need one.