not liking today very much, and always feel the need to purge when sad. no great reasons why, just some good ones that i cannot reveal.
life changes in so many directions and i do have a good life. it's the off days and restlessness i find hard to handle when little bits of experiences nibble and gnaw at you and before you know it your skin has fallen off, oh well, i guess on the brighter side, the new skin is usual prettier. well, this makes sense to me if not you anyway.
are you stumbling as i am, sometimes i walk so beautifully, i want to be that way always, i haven't discovered the secret yet, but i know it's there.
what makes the undeserving, deserving, and the deserving, undeserving, this is a mystery that should not be.
i want to know, and grow, and learn, and evolve, but it seems a damned feat.
well when the stumbling is too much, i guess i do what i usually do, read psycho analysis type lit, and pour a glass of red wine.
cheers
